Working there its not as easy as everyone thought.
Been through a lot since the junior days.
Scolding, screaming, outcast by the team, stress and etc....
I've been very patient all dis while n yet A bring down my morale again.
I don't know what I've done till A has to scream at me & everyone else dat is not in the wrong.
Always thinking dat we never want to learn or improve.
I've tried my very best n yet its still not good enuff for A.
There is always somethg i do dat is not right or meet A standard or expectation shud i say.
Im sad u noe....knowing most of them wanted to leave if A never changed A ways.
I like working there and all.
The people around u is nice to work with but not all of them though.
But dats a norm to every workplace. U can't possibly have a perfect workplace! It wud be boring...
I dun undastan A at times. Im frustrated wif A. Thgs r told to A was said not being told.
A likes to change A stories around. In front of the person A doesnt like became the person A likes the most. But behind dat person A ditched the person to the core.....
Where is the professionalism?
Me as a junior looked up to her as person I wanna be in the future.
But the attitude is jus not right. The upper people could not do anythg to help us.
If they did, why is A back to A norm ways? Could A change at all?
I noe A tried very best n I can see dat but wat A does is just not right.
It's putting most of us down n moreover wanted to leave!
Im praying dat A wud change. Like how A is giving chance to me is how Im giving chance to A.
Shud I give A a chance? After all the bad times I've been thru?
Haiz....I'm sick n tired to play A's games....
My mind jus felt like giving up.
I need the long rest!!!!!!
Frustrated, angry, tired, sad n etc.....
Someone please help me!!!!!!!!
Lovin' it
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