Was supposed to be a fun day yesterday
BUT it turned bad from the moment i stepped out of the house!
Im sooooo looking forward goin out wif my gals eventhough not all could make it.
I HATE IT when dis happens!
End up its all my fault....
I give in anyway...
Not a single picture was taken yesterday....
Dat was the FIRST outing dat we never took pictures....
Gals im sorie aite...
Dun meant to spoil the day.
I will make it up to u gals aite...
Hope dis doesnt happen during the Raya visiting...
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9:39:00 PM
Im counting down on the days to my leave!
Jus cant wait n soon im out of the ward for 8 FREAKIN' months!
At least a break from my work stress!
Hehe....Im sort of happy!
Half of Ramadhan is gone n another 14 days to go....
So far i have not thrown any days yet...
Oh well...still waiting for my gals to reply me when they are all FREE!
2 of them still have not replied me yet. So angry....
I got dis feeling dis year iftar mcm tk menjadi seh....Haiz...
Gals still waitin for ur replies....
Usually by the first week i would be breakin' fast outside but dis year were super duper busy dat i onli went out on 11 SEPt wif Mr Tumbly...
Was fun though....
We walk till my feet aching!
Klah...dats all i have in mind rite now...will update soon....
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10:14:00 PM
Im soo damn tired now....
As usual Im on nite shift...
It's hard working 3 shifts u noe...
Well, called Mr Tumbly 1 hr ago planning where to go after I wake up from my post duty sleep.
Thought of goin out wif his frens to have iftar togeder...well see firstlah. He kept on changing his mind though....
Nowadays it's so difficult to arrange iftar wif my frens. Everyone now are leading their own life.
If one make a move to arrange there's always some cudn't make it. Haizzz...
I'm lookin' forward iftar wif my gals....Girls pls make urself free!!!!
I miss u guys leh....
OMG! I'm yawnin myself away oredi...Need to rest now.
Nitez n Mornin'
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1:35:00 AM
Arrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Arrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wanna shout as much as i can.
I reali hate wat has happenned.
Y is dis happening??
Its fasting month for god's sake!
Y cant u jus give in for once...
U reali put me down in the public n u say u did not shout....
Instead blaming me im the one hu started it....
I've said sorie didn't i?
Y cant u accept it? Y cant u jus push ur ego?
U didn't realise dat u've hurt me deep.
U leave me to go alone.
I saw u watching me from afar making sure im safe....
But y cant u push it?
Anger management i shud say.
Im reali sad.
I reali do not wish things to happen dis way.
Haizzz...
Got nothg to write anymore....Depressed....
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1:05:00 AM
Working there its not as easy as everyone thought.
Been through a lot since the junior days.
Scolding, screaming, outcast by the team, stress and etc....
I've been very patient all dis while n yet A bring down my morale again.
I don't know what I've done till A has to scream at me & everyone else dat is not in the wrong.
Always thinking dat we never want to learn or improve.
I've tried my very best n yet its still not good enuff for A.
There is always somethg i do dat is not right or meet A standard or expectation shud i say.
Im sad u noe....knowing most of them wanted to leave if A never changed A ways.
I like working there and all.
The people around u is nice to work with but not all of them though.
But dats a norm to every workplace. U can't possibly have a perfect workplace! It wud be boring...
I dun undastan A at times. Im frustrated wif A. Thgs r told to A was said not being told.
A likes to change A stories around. In front of the person A doesnt like became the person A likes the most. But behind dat person A ditched the person to the core.....
Where is the professionalism?
Me as a junior looked up to her as person I wanna be in the future.
But the attitude is jus not right. The upper people could not do anythg to help us.
If they did, why is A back to A norm ways? Could A change at all?
I noe A tried very best n I can see dat but wat A does is just not right.
It's putting most of us down n moreover wanted to leave!
Im praying dat A wud change. Like how A is giving chance to me is how Im giving chance to A.
Shud I give A a chance? After all the bad times I've been thru?
Haiz....I'm sick n tired to play A's games....
My mind jus felt like giving up.
I need the long rest!!!!!!
Frustrated, angry, tired, sad n etc.....
Someone please help me!!!!!!!!
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11:20:00 PM
