Argghhh!!!!
When u reali thought dat the person can understand u
and ends up doesn't, u jus feel sooo frustrated.
When u try to explain things
the person just kept on cutting u out.
When u reali meant nothing,
the person thought otherwise.
When u try to talk things out,
the person never listens.
Have u ever felt this way before???
Well I do!
I just do not know how to end the conversation well.
End up Im the bad person for cutting the conversation short.
At times, I just can't stand it.
I will just kept on crying my hearts out
alone at night.
Sometimes I expect the person to make the first move,
but at times I just doesn't.
Coz when I noe its not my fault
I wont!
Sadness overcomes me when this kinda of things happen.
Hey dun tell me u never felt the way I felt before...
I really HATE feeling like this.
Some more it's before bed time and u just can't sleep
thingking about it.
People just don't care.
DOn't CARE!!!!
It's always me have to understand people.
N they never understand me!
I hate my life at times.
I hate to have to feel this way.
People might see Im the happy go lucky type,
but hey, look deeper!
Im not!
Im always having problems of the heart.
Always trying to understand how people feel when
they doesn't care about me!
I feel like calling everything OFF!
I just can't!
Well, u might thought Im just feeling too emotional right now
and I say silly things.
Well yeah I do feel emotional.
It hurts me badly!
DO u understand????????????????????????
Do YOU??!!!!
I can't live with this!
HAte my life!!!!!
12:29:00 AM
Our Photoshoot
In a month time we are moving to the next level of
our relationship.
Months by months of preparation
and now left a few more weeks til the BIG day...
Feelings....hmm....I can't quite explain yet coz i still do not have any!
Time is ticking away as days goes by...
Jus waiting for the moment.
HOpe everything goes fine....Insya Allah....
Lovin' it...
11:27:00 PM
Our Photoshoot