Suddenly I realize dat it has been 1 n half mths have past.
It was soooo fast wen ur having fun n yet STRESS @ skul....
Many2 assignments & project datelines to meet.
EXAMS!!!!! cumin soon...yet to study dat THICK piles of notes!!!!
WTH!!!!
Sooo MANY thgs have happen & I jus dun have the time 2 update the blog.
Well firstly, I have change my bridal make-up artist to a lady instead of a guy.
Too many objections & superstitions from Tumbly & of course my grandma...
But at least the studio I took him...hehehe
Lucky me the lady still have a slot for me!
This thursday is my appointment & Tumbly cudn't be there.
So I ask my parents along...hee...since Papa is driving.
Now its November oredi & my wedding is jus 7mths away!
Guess wat?!
My marriage preparatory course Tumbly & I haven't even GO!
By this time most couple have attend the course but not us...hahaha
Today I felt a sense of losing sumthg precious.
Y?
Do u need to say the same thg to get me or her?
Do u have to utter sweetness?
Y cant u jus stick to one & play save?
Now u've hurt us both.
We confronted u & see how shocked ur face is....
I dun want it to end dis way....
At least frens wud be good.
But ur perception cudn't be changed.
U & ur game wen will it END???
It's a lucky thg dat I n her knew how u were to both of us.
If not we were lead to a world of ur decisiveness & illusions....
Truely, frankly, deeply, im utterly disappointed wif u.
Thought u cud save me but instead u make me a trap dat
is difficult to get out of it.
I dun noe Y I'm feeling dis way.
Me & her had a long talk after dat & realize dat we have both fell
to ur trap. Y? U say its not revenge?
To me it looks like one.
U say I'm special n yet to her she's special too.
I may be vulnerable but I'm not stupid.
Dats y Im doubtful to u....
I dun noe how many more have u hurt...
But I jus felt BETRAYED!!!!
With a heavy heart, I deleted u out of my life!
Im remorseful now. Shudn't be doing or having dis kind of feelings.
Shud have known better & limitations.
Haiz....Life is never easy to overcome wif.
I jus have to move on & so do u....
Enough said abt dis issue....
Tumbly, I LOVE U!!!!!
U r the ONE 4 me & no one cud ever replace U!!!!
Sorie.
I jus dun want to reveal sumthgs to u coz it nvr was meant
4 u 2 noe.
Jus waitin' for our day...
Lovin' it...
9:25:00 PM
