In a few days time, Im no longer
a single woman.
I will be labelled as a WIFE.
Time is ticking by as days go on.
Future ahead of me is still a
mysterious wonder that I will
venge through.
All preparations are almost done.
And now left to put the Henna on.
Planning after planning is the hardest
thing to do as U need support
from ur family members and also close friends.
As days goes by I felt more nervous
and at the same time excited for the future beholds for me.
Tired???
Yeah u can say that...
This past few days I can't sleep well due
to some circumstances.
Partly I'm sad, as there is people out
there wanting to ruin everything that has been planned.
Jealousy??
Fury??
I really don't know what their thoughts are.
I've been thinking soo much lately
till I kept on waking up every 2 hours in the night.
Every woman have been waiting for the day
that they are pronounced as husband and wife.
Please,I hope things would turn out well.
Don't ruin my happiest day and turn it to a sour one
Lovin' it...
12:15:00 PM
Argghhh!!!!
When u reali thought dat the person can understand u
and ends up doesn't, u jus feel sooo frustrated.
When u try to explain things
the person just kept on cutting u out.
When u reali meant nothing,
the person thought otherwise.
When u try to talk things out,
the person never listens.
Have u ever felt this way before???
Well I do!
I just do not know how to end the conversation well.
End up Im the bad person for cutting the conversation short.
At times, I just can't stand it.
I will just kept on crying my hearts out
alone at night.
Sometimes I expect the person to make the first move,
but at times I just doesn't.
Coz when I noe its not my fault
I wont!
Sadness overcomes me when this kinda of things happen.
Hey dun tell me u never felt the way I felt before...
I really HATE feeling like this.
Some more it's before bed time and u just can't sleep
thingking about it.
People just don't care.
DOn't CARE!!!!
It's always me have to understand people.
N they never understand me!
I hate my life at times.
I hate to have to feel this way.
People might see Im the happy go lucky type,
but hey, look deeper!
Im not!
Im always having problems of the heart.
Always trying to understand how people feel when
they doesn't care about me!
I feel like calling everything OFF!
I just can't!
Well, u might thought Im just feeling too emotional right now
and I say silly things.
Well yeah I do feel emotional.
It hurts me badly!
DO u understand????????????????????????
Do YOU??!!!!
I can't live with this!
HAte my life!!!!!
12:29:00 AM
Our Photoshoot
In a month time we are moving to the next level of
our relationship.
Months by months of preparation
and now left a few more weeks til the BIG day...
Feelings....hmm....I can't quite explain yet coz i still do not have any!
Time is ticking away as days goes by...
Jus waiting for the moment.
HOpe everything goes fine....Insya Allah....
Lovin' it...
11:27:00 PM
Hmm.....
Tomorrow is the day that I turn to 23.
My wishes this year? Well, its too late for the wishlist isn't it.
Anyway, can't wait to meet my Tumbly for the date tomorrow.
Wonder where we are off to....
Lovin' it...
8:57:00 PM
Well, well, well.....
Such a loooonnnggg time since i blogged.
Finally my miserable days of the 8 Months course is
comin' to an end.
Jus finished the last paper yesterday.
Damn, I reali cant answer the questions and neither do the rest of
my classmates
I really hope no SUPPLEMENTARY papers are needed!
Yesterday I had great fun eating at Sakura INternational Buffet at Orchard.
AFter the exam, we went to catch a movie first.
Confessions of a SHOPAHOLIC!!!!
It's a nice, funny movie.....
I Loikeeee!!!!
I recommend u all to watch it.
Den off to the dinner with my classmates and lecturer.
Well, the food not bad I presume.
But I sure do EAT till I BLOAT!
Well let the pictures tell u the story...
This pre movie shots...Guess wat we even take neoprints!!!!!
Was sssoooooo lloooonnngggg ago since I last took it.
Well, we did have fun taking them....
Well, what can i say...
Small body BIG eater!
I'm the last one eating and never gave up till most
of them wanted to leave.
Hehehe....
Oh Ya, Congratulations to Rice N Mat Noh
on ur engagement 050409.
May u have more cherish years ahead.
Be patient in goin' thru' the obstacles....
Lovin' it ...
4:22:00 PM
Graduation!No, not from advance diploma but from Paediatric Oncology course.
Huh....didin't expect my hard work in 2007 pays off;
after the daily gruelling lectures after work.
Went to Johor to see the wedding invitation cards.
Was quite a tough one for me as so many card designs to choose from.
Well, nothing much for me to update about. School as usual.
Now having attachment for 1 month at the NICU.
Assignments are piling up.
Now all in my "What to do List"
Haiz...
Someone help!!!!
Lovin' it ...
1:07:00 AM
The stress level in me is getting higher n higher.
Im super stress about everythg lately.
Even a small matter can be big.
Its my wedding!
Y cant I choose what I want?!
Am I that picky to choose what I want?
I've had enough!
I dun want to fight jus becoz of wedding preparations.
I leave it to THEM!
My relationship almost ended yesterday.
I couldn't take it.
Whatever u say just broke my heart comletely!
I have lots of flaws and I noe.
I cant just be all PERFECTO all of a sudden.
Evertym we fight is all a small matter dat turns super duper BIG!
What can I do????
It's difficult for me to always understand u n u doesn't.
N when thgs went wrong, I apologize.
But dat doesn't change a thing instead u mood changed.
Wen ur mood not there, I try to make thgs better.
But u treat me coldly.
I feel like crying.
I felt like Im a hostage in dis life.
At times I dun noe whether I have made the right choice.
Haiz......
Lovin' it...
10:33:00 PM
Our Photoshoot
Graduation!